Friday, February 29, 2008

Had the Annual school run today..Met darren in the morning..So he can keep my stuff..Dont wanna run holding all my stuff..So went to punggol park..Ready to run..Was sec 1 and 2 girls first..Then it was B division boys..Which was sec 3 and sec 4..So ran like crazy..In the end...Close to our school..Quickly run my heart out!!!Ended up getting 22.WAS VERY DISSAPOINTED!!!wanted to get at least top 20..So cool down.and waited for the prize presentation..Asyraf got freaking 4th..Congra dude..So it was time..Then it was sec 1 and 2 girls turn..Then i saw someone..Getting both medal and trophy..Happy for you!!!walked past me and said hi..Then the host called my name..Timothy Gerard...Woo...Super happy man...Second Runner up...Got a trophy..Played soccer..and went home..Got 1 more pic with sam..Will get from him asap..



Baby, I'm missing you.
1:38 PM


Had school today..Did the normal stuff..After school played soccer till 5.00plus..Then headed to 7 11 to chill out..With asyraf,sufiyan and isyanto..Bought some drinks and snacks..Then went back around 6.00plus..reach home feeling extremely tired and sick..Quickly bath and took a nap..I have no idea why but...I woke up feeling like shit...Felt like i just killed someone...And the Annual road run starts in 7 hours time..Maybe its because of what you said..your right dude..Maybe a guy like me cant go far..But i agree on 1 thing..Its my loss..well...Been pushing myself to the limit..Even though i'm sick..I'm still Tim..I still do what i do best..Which is Being myself. Got a strong feeling more bad news is heading my way..Dont see any good coming anytime..anyway...Dude..(Plenty gay fish in the gay sea)..ahaha..YO!!!..








(Let me light up the sky,Light it up for you..)

Baby, I'm missing you.
12:08 AM

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Didnt go school today..Too sick and tired...Mentally and physically..I feel like shit man..Block nose..Bad sore throat..March holiday is coming..And wth..Still have to go back to school..Student workshop..lucky i'm not alone..This friday.. is annual school road run..hope i get top 20...

I WANNA WATCH "MEET THE SPARTANS"!!!!ANYONE WHO IS 16 AND GONNA WATCH THE MOVIE???PLEASE GET ME THE TICKETS!!!PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Baby, I'm missing you.
8:59 PM

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

DOWN WITH SICKNESS...having a very bad blocked nose..Cant smell anything..rained in the morning today..Took my sweet time to go school..Reach school around 7.20..Had results back..Passed everything except for 2 subject..Never took the paper....Had pe..Run 3 laps again..Luckily rain stopped by then..I came in 2nd!!!Damn happy for a guy who dont play sports!!ahahaha!!!!!!!!!!Everyone keep telling me its so freaking cold...But its so damn hot to me la..Had the normal lessons...Until 12..Where Mr Ng turned emo...I know it sounds gay..But he really did..He talk to 1 half of the class..Saying stuff like..being a nice guy,love,fighting,etc...Like wth man..Only listen till love..Then went to do my own stuff..After school waited for the rest outside library..As always...Suf came first..Makan with him..Then decided to play soccer..Just me alone..With my fellow sec 3 friends..Feels weird..Like only 1 sec4 dude playing with sec3..about 1 hour later..Stopped..Cca soccer need to use the court..So walked around..Until i saw Asyraf and Sufiyan talking...So decided to chat with them la..walking half way then the chairman of GC..Told me the uniform may be ready by term 2..saying stuff like..Next year come back for GC...so after that..Went to asyraf and sufiyan..talking about life all...talk for like 45 minutes..Seems like..Alot of talking today..O well..So after that..headed home..

Baby, I'm missing you.
8:07 PM

Monday, February 25, 2008

Rushed to school today..kinda woke up late..Had the same thing..lesson and stuff like that..After school...Waited for the rest as usual..After awhile..The rest came..Played abit of soccer...When it rained..Went to hougang mall with sufiyan and asyraf...Bought me a new file..After that..Headed home..

Baby, I'm missing you.
9:11 PM

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Hello!!!Changed my blog song...again..
So here's the lyrics!

what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

i feel like i lost everything when your gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

i never thought i be the one to say
please don't, well please don't leave me

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy... (easy, easy, easy...)

take my hand and never let me go,
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me...
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
make this last forever

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy

i'll fall asleep tonight, cause that brings me closer to you

Baby, I'm missing you.
1:26 PM


HELLO!!! FELLOW READERS!!!HOW YOU ALL???HOPE YOUR DOING GOOD!!(Especially you..)Just got back from kovan..Went to meet asyraf at kovan around 4 plus..Went to vivocity..To hunt some jobs..Applied for Golden Village and Hang Ten..(Hopefully they'll call us) Then around 6 plus..Waited for sufiyan to come..While waiting for suf,Me and asyraf took a little walk to toy R Us..Had fun fighting with some lame sword...(Aint that right asyraf) ahahha..Went to look for paddleball and magic 8 ball..Agreed to 1 thing..He'll get paddleball..I'm getting magic 8 ball!!!..About 20 minutes later..Sufiyan came..Then went to meet Azhar and Alif at Dhoby Gaut..After meeting..Decided to go orchard..Makan mac there..Saw some weird dude walking with michael jackson hat,handsocks,boots,Skinnyniesesesees..Really this time no Comments la..After that,Azhar and alif went off first..Leaving me,Sufiyan and Asyraf..Went back to dhoby gaut..Planning to go back kovan..Half-way sufiyan went to meet his parents...Asyraf and me went to kovan..And chill out there...And eventually took the last bus home..

Ok..Gtg..Must wake up super early tomorrow..
BYE!!!TAKE CARE!!!
(Wish to see you soon..)

Baby, I'm missing you.
1:50 AM

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Had school today..as usual..Actually not...Feeling very moody in the morning..But force myself to smile..If i'm not wrong, i took the same bus with asyraf..Not sure..Only remember talking to him once i alighted..Saw someone ahead of me..Still seem to fail to put a REAL smile on my face..Had the normal morning silent reading...Then back to class..then lesson..(EOA).Then recess..Followed isyanto to see all his ncc juniors...So back to lesson after that...Then EOA test..No comments..So it was after school...Waited outside library for the rest..Then sufiyan came first..Makan with him first..Followed up by the rest..Then Hakim and Fashli came..Played soccer under the hot sun..Till around 4 plus i think..After that..Headed to hougang mall..Walked around and bought bubble tea..Then went off..Around 6 plus..


Think that guitar club resume next week..Don't think i'm going for guitar club anymore..Dont wanna get all my feelings mixed up..well..This past few weeks has been the most shittest shit days for me..Well at least for 2008..F***ed up year...But something tells me..I'm not the only 1..
Will things be the same again?..Will you look at me differently?...

Baby, I'm missing you.
10:25 PM

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Shall blog about what happen yesterday..Rush to school..Took cab..Saw someone walking to school..Had normal shit..Assemble..Then pe..Run 3 rounds again..After that,changed and went for lesson..then was recess..makan along with the rest..made plans during recess..Then back to lessons again..Then bam!! Science test..So after that waited for the rest outside library...Waited for like 45 minutes..Every person i know walk past me call me emo...Ok so moving on..so the rest came down..Makan..again..With asyraf and sufiyan..After that, head back home to change and go gym..So reached home..Rest about 10 minutes then off to gym..Went to hougang mall alone first..Saw someone..Which seems to put a smile on my face..Quickly ignore and went to collect my cd...(Trivium)..Then went to meet asyraf and sufiyan..So after gym..Went to hougang mall to have our DINNER..Was around 9.00 plus..Half way eating..Sufiyan gtg..So he left first..leaving me and asyraf..Just decided to sit down and talk..till 10.45..Then took bus home..End of the day..I reach home around 11.30..

Baby, I'm missing you.
6:18 PM

Monday, February 18, 2008

Down with some very bad flu...but yet...Force myself to school..had the usual..Morning assemble then lesson then recess...Recess walk around with asyraf to see someone...After that,Recess was over..Had common test paper..CPA!!! No comments...After school..Met up with the rest..Some went home some stayed back..But i went back early today..Just not in the mood today..

Baby, I'm missing you.
10:36 PM


This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know


I love you
I've loved you all along
I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of Hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything, but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know


That I love you
I loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'd never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
So far away
Far away for far too long
So far away
So far away
Far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me,and never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me never let me go

Keep breathing
Hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me, never let me go








(When i lose myself, I think of you...)

Baby, I'm missing you.
5:18 AM

Sunday, February 17, 2008



Shall blog about yesterday..Woke up around 1 plus..Freaking boring at home..Heard asyraf and isyanto was meeting at kovan mac to study..So went to meet them..
<<<<<<<<<<<<Studying>>>>>>>>

After that,Went all the way to bedok for family gathering.Stayed over..Played cards until 6 in the morning!!!ahaha..Woke up today around 4..Hang around and went home..
That's all for now.

(Loving you)

Baby, I'm missing you.
10:02 PM

Friday, February 15, 2008

Its friday the 15..drag myself out of bed and head to school..School celebrated civil defence day.In a very weird way..Which is offing the electricity from 9am to 1..And only selling sweet potato for free..While $2 for hotdog..Wanna make us feel like singapore got captured by japan or something la..Was recess..No taste for sweet potato..So walked around..Until i saw JUNIORS!!playing badminton..Just watch until they invited me..was quite fun..after recess..Headed back to class to study without fan and light..(No comments) but it was freaking hot..wearing 2 shirts and still must wear tie..moving on..at 11..The signal came on..All the whole school went to the field..After that..To hall..Had some safety talk..After school went to azhar place to mess with his guitar..Around 4 plus..Went off..



(And I really wish you'll say...What your thinking)
(I still love you)

Baby, I'm missing you.
11:59 PM

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Happy Valentine day everyone!!! Had school..After school, Stayed back for some issue...Well no matter...Suppose to meet syahira at 3 at compass point..But ended up rushing there..And came very late...So sorry..Upon my arrival, Saw syahira..Syahira bought me a famous amos cookie..Thanks alot!!!Felt super guilty that i came late and yet did not get syahira anything..So i treated her to pizza hut...Make jokes and took some picture..Here it is..

Notice the lemon on the table..I didnt notice it!! was actually stirring my ice lemon tea when the lemon flew out!!!I didnt know..Until syahira told me..Ahaha wtf..After that,headed to syahira block..Played some guitar..When 2 dudes came..Not sure what their name was..So after that..Was around 6.30..Syahira walked me to the bus stop..As i'm not familiar with the place..Took 62 to meet Asyraf and Sufiyan at hougang mall..Just talk and hang around..Till 9 plus..Took bus home..Slept on the bus..And on some stranger shoulder..(Luckily the stranger never push me or slap me or whatever)
Goodbye for now.




(Valentine day is still not complete without you)
(Missing you so much)

Baby, I'm missing you.
10:17 PM

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

My blog is getting boring with just words...I'll get some WEIRD picture soon....hopefully by tomorrow...Speaking of tomorrow...Tomorrow is Valentine Day!!!ahahah Happy for those who are spending v d with their loved 1...(You know who you are) ahahaha..Gonna have common test till next week..Maybe gonna spend valentine day alone..Or maybe with a friend.. But the truth is...I wanna spend it with you..But..Never mind..



(Miss you so much)

Baby, I'm missing you.
7:26 PM


its like 1.52 am in the morning..Common test is here!!!..Good luck to everyone..Had school...After school played some soccer...Like normal..Went back with sufiyan and darren..In the bus i suspect i drop something...But couldnt find it..Not sure what it was..until i just checked my wallet..I realised the thing i drop was.... SO FREAKING SAD!!! I EVEN CRIED!!!OMG!!!SOMETHINGS WRONG WITH ME..I CANT FREAKING BELIEVE IT!!!HOW COULD I BEEN SO FREAKING STUPID!!!..

Baby, I'm missing you.
1:51 AM

Monday, February 11, 2008

Down with some flu and bad sore throat..Its like 2am in the morning and school starts in like 5 hours from now?Not really in the HAPPY mood to be back in school..And worst still..There's cca later.. No mood to teach shit to anyone..hopefully someone can make my day..But i really doubt it..

Baby, I'm missing you.
2:00 AM

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Not in the mood this past few days...Nothing really much to post..Got me some new wristband..Went to kovan today..Met asyraf and isyanto..Played abit of pool..Went to town after that...From city hall,To Suntec..to many other places ah..Then half way isyanto headed off..Left me and Asyraf..He went to look for some valentine gift..While i went to look at Creative..Then there was where i saw the wristband for mp3. So just buy ah, since got promotion..After that..Went back to kovan...Hang around there..Until 12plus..Then take last bus...Overall..was quite tiring..

I'm wondering if i'm ever in your life anymore..Something tells me your avoiding me..Something tells me you even found someone else already..Or maybe i'm just being paranoid...if your avoiding me..Just tell me..I wont disturb you anymore..But i want you to know...I miss you..And i'm sure you dont care anymore nor EVEN know..If i tell you i love you..It would feel like the first time i'm confessing..How i wish you would call me up in the middle of the night..And talk just like old times...

Baby, I'm missing you.
1:02 AM

Thursday, February 7, 2008

HELLO!!!First things first.HAPPY CNY PEOPLE!!!Shall post what happen yesterday..Woke up at 5..Bath got ready and off to school..On my arrival to school, Saw the Whole group of guitar club..Went to greet them..And went back to the class line..My class only got like 6?? what the hell man... O well...So after that,Went back to meet CCA members and brief them on what's going on.We all headed to the music room after that..Start with some warm up and tuning..Then rehersal like crazy..So right before we know it..It was time!!!..Was superly nervous..Was shaking until the chair i was sitting on was also shaking .. So gave the signal..And started playing..While playing..Some schoolmate actually sing along..Sounded funny as hell...After the performance like lasted for like 1 minute? After that headed back to music room...Some got the choice of going back to hall to watch the rest of the performance and the other is..Stay in music room until School dismiss..Some choose watch the performance some choose music room..I choose Music room..So after like 45 minutes? we went off..I went to look for the rest outside library..After seeing them was like..."Good performance man" but too short..ahaha after that, Decided to go home and change..Bryan,Asyraf,Isyanto,Sufiyan and me. And then meet at hougang mall..Quickly reach home and change.Then went to hougang mall first..Had to change my ezlink..Freaking cant tap shit..So later, i went to time zone alone first..Then sufiyan came..Then the rest.. After that makan kfc..then decided to go Town..Upon our arrival, Me and Asyraf asked some stores if they were hiring..While the rest went to look for some valentine gift. Ask some stores but they turn us down..16.. But luckily Starbucks and Golden village is looking for someone..So we fill up like 2 form and met back with the rest.The time was around 5.00plus so just played arcade..And headed off..Asyraf went to meet Ramzan..I went to family dinner..Suf went home..Isyanto and bryan too..So was like..From town to bedok..Ate there..Was overall quite boring la..Went home around 11 plus..once reach home..Slept like a bear in hibernation..Woke up at around 4 plus..Gonna meet asyraf now..
BYE BYE

Where have you been?

Baby, I'm missing you.
4:55 PM

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

First of all,I wanna apologise to the person who i refer to in my previous post..I didnt mean it..Was feeling very down when i wrote that..I'm sorry..(Hope you can forgive me)...Took about fews week of break..Had some up's and downs..Sad And Happy..Well mostly Shitty Days in school..Although made some new friends here and there..Some cool...Some gay..Some Hot..(Not as hot as you)..Some Weirdo..Some Blur like sotong...Well..I'm hoping to start over..Get things right this time around..Continue Goofing like a idiot like Asyraf and the rest(ahaha)..While loving the ones around me and not taking them for granted. If only i could turn back time... Well recently i've been hanging out with Asyraf and the rest..And my little small juniors..Speaking of which...Tomorrow is Cny Eve..Gonna perform for the whole school...Gonna get some pictures..will post on my next post if i have the pictures..Gonna celebrate the first day of cny alone..And second with family(I think so la)ahaha.. Well..Asyraf reminded me of Valentine days..Looks like everyone around me have someone..Except me..Well its ok..gonna try to get someone..Its like in 1 weeks time..Till then..Hoping for some MIRACLE to happen..






"Will you be my valentine?"

Baby, I'm missing you.
5:06 PM

About Me
Hello, I'm Timothy Gerard Dias. Just call me Tim.
My birthday falls on the 22nd of December,

and currently, I'm studying at Serangoon Secondary.

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